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Athazagoraphobia

by Allison Covington

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1.
Superheroes 02:30
(C F Am G C) When I was little I had so many dreams Still so many things I hadn't seen Thought I would graduate At age 13 But it turns out I'm not who I wanted to be (F Am G) But I still haven't accepted superheroes don't exist And I still haven't come to terms with life's cruel little twist (C F Am G C) Everyone's telling me That I've gotta change Don't have to love it just go to school Go to work Get paid Do you remember Wanting something more Now you wanna do business Not worth living for (F Am G) But I still haven't accepted superheroes don't exist And I still haven't come to terms with life's cruel little twist And if I'm gonna die Hell, I'll die trying Maybe one day I'll leap and just start flying And never come back, never come back Never come back, never come back Never come back, never come back To your cruel little world cause (F Am G) I still haven't accepted superheroes don't exist And I still haven't come to terms with life's cruel little twist And I still haven't accepted superheroes don't exist And I still haven't come to terms with life's cruel little twist And I'm not gonna wait till someone hands me my life on a silver plate Outro (C F Am G C)
2.
Tell me something I don't know And save me from moving too slow Can't dodge these bullets with my eye on the prize So I'll take it though It hurts Cause I've lived to be live since birth But I'm still terrified I'll be much too late Save me from myself but Wouldn't wanna be anyone else oh End my life, no please just let me live And Im locked in a lie but Maybe I could touch the sky and Maybe I'm not just a starstruck kid All your talent's in your head Forget about kind things they said Nobody can stop me now All your talent's in your head Forget about the things they said Nobody can stop me now The world' be better off without me The world' be better off without me The world' be better off without me I'll never be the chosen one Why won't the world revolve around me Why won't the world revolve around me Why won't the world revolve around me I'm so much better than the sun Save me from myself but Wouldn't wanna be anyone else oh End my life, no please just let me live And Im locked in a lie but Maybe I could touch the sky and Maybe I'm not just a starstruck kid The world' be better off without me The world' be better off without me The world' be better off without me I'll never be the chosen one Why won't the world revolve around me Why won't the world revolve around me Why won't the world revolve around me I'm so much better than the sun
3.
Our Religion 03:01
The drum beat's saved me so many times The bass line's hell-bent miracle child My voice is all I need to survive I'm begging take me Our songs are our confessionals Hum hallelujah from the back row Call us sinners but its nothing that we don't know You'll never break me Cause theres one to many voices in my head And I'm too hung u on something that they said But the lyrics never leave me here for dead so Hand over the mic Music's our religion And heaven's on a stage Commandments made for breaking And words you'd never say Worshiping our idols The emo trinity We're all drunk and tormented to the melody The emo synth pop opened my eyes vaudevillian punk rock is saving my life Mix us, match us, bend us, break us we can not be confined It doesn't shake me Cause theres one to many voices in my head And I'm too hung u on something that they said But the lyrics never leave me here for dead so Hand over the mic Music's our religion And heaven's on a stage Commandments made for breaking And words you'd never say Worshiping our idols The emo trinity We're all drunk and tormented to the melody Sing hallelujah from the rooftop Don't stop Sing hallelujah, sing hallelujah Sing hallelujah from the rooftop Don't stop Sing hallelujah, sing hallelujah Music's our religion And heaven's on a stage Commandments made for breaking And words you'd never say Worshiping our idols The emo trinity We're all drunk and tormented to the melody Music's our religion And heaven's on a stage Commandments made for breaking And words you'd never say Worshiping our idols The emo trinity We're all drunk and tormented to the melody
4.
In Between 02:07
You deserve the world but I Wanna keep you to myself so Nobody else could ever steal you You deserve so much more but I Wanna keep you on my shelf so Nobody else could ever feel you, like I do And I'm stuck in between If you love me let me go And I'm stuck in between Don't let anybody know You could have anyone but it Looks like you're stuck with me so I'll try my very best to keep ya You could've had the sun but it Looks like you choses someone who Could never be all that good for ya And I'm stuck in between If you love me let me go And I'm stuck in between Don't let anybody know And I'm stuck in between If you love me let me go And I'm stuck in between Don't let anybody know
5.
You're getting harder to see with my self esteem in the way You're getting harder to read with all this insecurity You're getting harder to picture every time you tel a like but You're getting harder to forget every time you say goodbye And you've complicated me Time and time again Everything in your way you burn and Everybody that stays is turned and Disregard everything you learned cause I'm so unlucky to love you I often question your crown but You quickly turn me around cause I'm so unlucky to love you And when you tell me you own me I tell myself not to stay but You know just how to enchant me I could never stay away And you Pull me in Just to kick me out And you Lead me on Just to drag me about And you've complicated me Time and time again Everything in your way you burn and Everybody that stays is turned and Disregard everything you learned cause I'm so unlucky to love you I often question your crown but You quickly turn me around cause I'm so unlucky to love you Everything in your way you burn and Everybody that stays is turned and Disregard everything you learned cause I'm so unlucky to love you I often question your crown but You quickly turn me around cause I'm so unlucky to love you
6.
Mama 02:15
Mama you'll have to make me Good luck cause nothing in the world can break me down Mama you take me as someone I'm not Mama don't wake me up inside I've always been more of a blink 182 guy Mama I'll paint it black till I die Really though I'm meaning this Screw it till we're meaningless I knows it's hard to comprehend You wanted to raise a daughter But you raised a punk instead Mama sure you can slate some Tell em how I went from a hundred to a twenty øne Mama you can make me go to your little parties Mama I know it hurts but I'll still sneak out at night for the kids in the dark concerts Mama I'm already part of their army Something that I can't resist Screw it till we're sinners this Must be hard to comprehend You wanted to raise a daughter But you raised a punk instead Yes I'm a bad boy and i lead a sharp life I'm just a broken kid run wild I'll take it just to kill the party Yes I'm a bad boy and i lead a sharp life I'm just a broken kid run wild I'll take it just to kill the party
7.
The Voices 02:25
Shelter me from the rain I'm too weak to know my name I can't help it when they're coming after me again Second guessing, writing wrongs Backwards glances, bitter songs I just can't tell weather I'm better off afraid like hey said Oh, the voices in my head get so distracted But they always seen to some back to dying, to dying Oh, the voices in my heart are broken fragments But they alway piece together "she's lying, she's lying" Rabbit holes in my brain Twisting their words, take me away The world is spinning and I don't know where I am anymore Oh, the voices in my head get so distracted But they always seen to some back to dying, to dying Oh, the voices in my heart are broken fragments But they alway piece together "she's lying, she's lying" Oh, the voices of the strangers seem to whisper 'Bout the girl whose false physique they're not buying, not buying Oh, the voices in the dark tell me that I'm not good enough to even Consider trying, stop trying Shelter me from the rain I'm too weak to know my name I can't help it when they're coming after me again
8.
More 03:02
He won't say just where he's ben sneaking off to He's okay but baby honestly, are you? He won't change he'll never stop until he's through Come and go before he finds somebody new We're all his left behind His never mind It's never good enough We're all his backup plans And one night stands Playing it off as luck Stop now till you fall too deep 10 years from now he's still the reason you can't sleep Don't go you'll regret it in the morning Think you'll wake up by his side but he's already storming out the door Chances are he's after your best friend not you Chances are your just somebody that he used Chances are the happy couple's all the news Chances are tomorrow he'll be back for you We're all his left behind His never mind It's never good enough We're all his backup plans And one night stands Playing it off as luck Stop now till you fall too deep 10 years from now he's still the reason you can't sleep Don't go you'll regret it in the morning Think you'll wake up by his side but he's already storming out the door But wait theres more We're all his 'just a friend' Boy don't pretend You kissed everyone last night We're all his "I love you"s "Now buy me booze unless you want another fight" He'll leave you crying on the bathroom floor But he's already looking for another girl a little more touch Me Oh, oh, oh, more more more more Oh, stay please Oh, leave me Oh, pretty please More more more more
9.
Fault 02:18
Everyone wants to fall in love with her But no one ever really did She'd turn off the lights and She'd cry most every night cause What else can she do She's really just a kid But it's not her fault she has to be here Not her fault no one can see clear Not her fault that theres a fee for love Not her fault, not her fault and Give, give, give but nobody's taking Not her fault the ceiling's not breaking It's your fault someday she just won't wake up The boys go round and round and numb her She'll go with anyone who'll go She turns off the lights and Someone new every night but Nobody ever cared to know That it's not her fault she has to be here Not her fault no one can see clear Not her fault that theres a fee for love Not her fault, not her fault and Give, give, give but nobody's taking Not her fault the ceiling's not breaking It's your fault someday she just won't wake up But it's not her fault she has to be here Not her fault no one can see clear Not her fault that theres a fee for love Not her fault, not her fault and Give, give, give but nobody's taking Not her fault the ceiling's not breaking It's your fault someday she just won't wake u And it's not her fault she has to be here Not her fault no one can see clear Not her fault that theres a fee for love Not her fault, not her fault and Give, give, give but nobody's taking Not her fault the ceiling's not breaking It's your fault today she just won't wake up
10.
Weather 01:46
Wanted to shower him with kisses And smile at the wind They say people aren't born with sadness Then why do we need gin? And I was born into this world kind, blind, and unknowing Then everybody told me Stop your pain is showing Beause we're not allowed to cry Happy, happy, happy, happy Every day of our lives We're not allowed to be upset when blue skies turn to grey But it won't, it won't go away And hate these people telling me I'm not allowed to feel And I hate these people selling me These things that aren't real so I'm gonna be sad and I'm gonna cry I'm gonna fail and I'm gonna lie I'm gonna fall and I'm gonna die Because I'm human I'm gonna be sad and I'm gonna cry I'm gonna fail and I'm gonna lie I'm gonna fall and I'm gonna die Because I'm human But we're not allowed to cry Happy, happy, happy, happy Every day of our lives We're not allowed to be upset when blue skies turn to grey But it won't, it won't go away But we're not allowed to cry Can't be happy, happy, happy Every day of our lives I wouldn't have to be upset if blue skies never turned to grey But weather never works that way

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released December 14, 2016

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